“Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.”- Mark Twain

Thursday, October 18, 2012

Tang, bologna, magic



me:We drink tang here
mom: tang like the drink
me: yea to put it into perspective, Central America is like 10-15 years behind America.  The newest commercials are of remote control big wheels and people eat lots of bologna
mom: thats too funny
mom: then you can predict the future for everyone

Its so true though.

When I was a kid I remember my mother telling me about California (where I still have yet to go).  The analogy she used was kind of similar.  She said that California was years ahead of Florida.  (She remembers going there and seeing the Troll dolls with the crazy hair and then came back Florida and it was years until she saw them for sale)  So I grew up believing that California was way above the times, lol.  Whatever it may be, for the most part, it's my opinion that Central America is behind by years, in comparison to the States.  But it's nice, seeing these things bring back memories.  Memories of good times. Things that you may not have even noticed growing up (but are beyond cool now.)  Tang everywhere, colored spokes on kid's bicycles, everyone eats bologna, and I saw several commercials with a bunny zipping around with batteries-similar to the Duracell battery ones- on the television earlier today.

It may be called nostalgia, but I believe there's a hint of magic sprinkled in.

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Soundtrack

I figured that all people had it. Maybe a lot of them do. For me, I do not believe that there is a minute that goes by where there is not a song or tune playing in my head.  It's my personal soundtrack to life.  Like movies have soundtracks; where the music is absolutely in tune to what may be happening at that moment, where the volume heightens in times of anticipation, and anger.  Same thing in my head.

My mornings usually begin with a James Taylor song, because that's what my alarm is set to and because he is awesome.  When I am super happy (currently) the Cat Stevens's song, "Can't Keep it In" plays.  When I'm relaxing on the beach (currently) any song from Shwayze's Island in the Sun album plays.   When I'm upset at a boy, it's usually Hinder.  When I am cooking it's always Regina Spektor. When I'm traveling its Wild World, Cat Stevens. And at the end of my day, when I'm drifting away to my dreams- it's James Taylor's Greatest Hits (on repeat).

I begin and end my day with James Taylor, and fill it up with Cat Stevens, generally.

OK, so its out, and on that note of acknowledging that I have a soundtrack to my life... I believe strongly that bathrooms should all have disco balls, that there should be TV shows for dogs, and that pterodactyls are real (and fly over the bay of San Juan del Sur).



Tuesday, October 9, 2012

Courage to keep on trekking

"But I will hold on hope, and I won't let you choke on the noose around your neck, and I'll find strength in pain and i will change my ways, I'll know my name as its called again"
"so make your sirens cold and sing all you want.....cause I need freedom now and I need to know how to live my life as its meant to be."

There's something about the song "The Cave" by Mumford and Sons, something about this fills me with this emotion that I am not at all used to, it makes me want to subconsciously stand up and occupy a huge smile, it makes me feel like my skin is slightly grinning.  I think it's an amazing swirl of courage and excitement, and that feeling of having the whole world open and in front of you; maybe it's feeling courageous in the little things and being happy in it all.


Something that I continuously tell myself is  "Keep on trekking."  Travel may be the reason behind the current lingo, but the objective the same.  Life happens, we either stew and become miserable in ourselves, or keep on walking and discover our destiny, or more accurately- your next chapter in your story.

"To see that your life is a story while you're in the middle of living it may help to living it well....and so I live the story and it lives in me.  That's as good a way as I know to outwit death.  Stories are what death thinks he puts an end to.  He can't understand that they end in him, but they don't end with him." Ursula K. Le Guin, Gifts

PS: I think that life is a bit funny now-a-days, I find myself writing on my daily to do list things like, "keep thinking positively," and "smile a lot" -but its ok, sometimes the reminders of the simple things bring us back to being whats important, 'being happy in it all.'

PSS: Smile a lot

Monday, October 8, 2012

Current Likes list


Things that I like in Nicaragua right now (leaving space for change) :)

*Having a full belly of Vigoron 

*Having a REAL Coca Cola from a bottle

*Using money that looks like Monopoly money

*The people's "any excuse for a street party or parade" mindset

*Always seeing flowers 

*Hearing the waves wash up on the shore throughout the night 

*Being woken up by the guy yelling "agua de coco" every single morning


 *Looking out the window of a cab to views like this

*Roommates playing guitar every day 



And of course, *Smiles like these

Bomb the world with crayons, simply


2 things that I consistently find myself thinking about thanks to Robert Fulghum...one- instead of nuclear weaponry, what would happen if we just bombed the world with crayolas...the kind in the 64 pack with the sharpener built in the box, the fancy kind.  So ok splurge on the bigger box but the core of the concept remains the same- bomb the world with beauty.  Mr. Fulghum knew has it right when he wrote about this, most likely sitting on his houseboat in Seattle I might add...this beauty bomb.  I still like the smell of crayons...almost as much as I like the smell of library books (a whole other topic).  The new ones, old ones, a Tupperware container filled with half peeled colored wax- all perfect mediums to creativity, to expressionism, to beauty, to imagination.

Its childhood that is the secret.  Things are simple, simple is good.  Simple is easy, simple makes sense, simple we can handle, simple doesn't overwhelm us, simple doesn't give us anxiety, it doesn't give us a risk factor  (well maybe sometimes), simple doesn't make us fear (nearly as much).  Simple is good.

Here is where I transition to my absolute favorite college professor.  He was simple.  One of those professors who would walk around campus with his head down staring at the sidewalk for loose change. His name was Burt Stout, and if you forgot he would just tell you to remember he's B.S..  I took I believe every class he offered years at that time- which was mainly art history related.  Every day, like clockwork, we would come into his classroom, everyone happy to be there, and take a seat.  On the board would be one single word written.  He would come in a few seconds late, like clockwork and make some comment about "Da Bears" football, and then get to talking.  That is what Burt Stout did, he just talked.  In the beginning it seemed like a  bunch of rambling...he would take that word that was on the board and explain to us the etymology of it- its origin, Latin or Greek  the adaptation of it throughout cultures and throughout time, the stories that pertained to it, everything you could ever imagine- all about one single simple word.  I specifically remember talking to someone about the class and saying, "He seriously talks about the etymology of the word the entire class I have absolutely no idea where we are in the book or what the heck he is talking about most of the time."  Half way through the semester arrives and its exam time, I remember thinking- I don't even know what material we are taking a test on, it was kind of funny- and all of us in the class were in the same boat with that one.  B.S. would smile and say don't worry, you'll be fine.  Skip to exam time, and a written one at that...and B.S. would say "go" with a smile and sometimes a laugh, and we would just write.  Because that was exactly our instructions, he would give us a list of interesting topics that sort-of had to do with Greek and roman history, and tell us to write down everything we know about it.  He didn't care about exact spelling, about paragraph format, or even if it had a period, just pour out or minds, our perspectives, and our opinions on paper.  We would be given a heads up as to when to end our thoughts on that and when to begin another.  That is how every single exam went.  I strongly believe we all received perfect scores.

The meaning behind this story, is that we already have the tools we need in life, we learn most everything important in childhood, and we know more than we think and give our selves credit for.
Grab a box of crayolas, see what happens...


Oh and the other thing I can not stop thinking about, is spiders.  Do not kill spiders, aside from the fact that they are amazing (I wrote about this in an earlier blog), you don't want their entire family coming after you.

Sunday, October 7, 2012

 

Sometimes I get lost in the sun, my mind drifts, time passes just as it always does- but for me, it almost pauses.



I like to read a lot, famous quotes, biographies of interesting people, tons of fiction (this may be the culprit of that is causing my daydreaming), and one thing that those I admire, those I love learning stories about, those I wish I was more like have in common- is that no matter where you are or what you might be doing- its not only healthy but necessary to just- stop and smell the flowers.  Take a breather from life, get lost in trying to figure out what shapes the clouds are forming in the puppet show in the sky....close your eyes without squinting, take many deep belly breaths, and just- enjoy being alive, being, you, and being happy.




"Don't hurry. Don't worry.
You're only here for a short visit. 
So don't forget to stop and smell the roses."
Walter Hagen

Thursday, October 4, 2012

Thursday so far


Got up, went to la escuela to work, said hello to the school cat I dubbed "Mr.", listened to Whitney Houston, painted poster board  worked on the computer  left at noon, came home, made lunch- gallo pinto with carne de soya and some slices from the biggest avocado imaginable, looked up recipes for vegan empenadas for dinner, went down to beach to read and tan, swam in the waves instead (I read in my journal from earlier this year in Central America that, "one of my favorite feelings is coming up after a wave has just passed overhead...and looking into the mist that sounds like champagne or showers of sprite bubbles" this is still the same)..the water today felt as cool as the flip side of your pillow does on your cheek in the middle of the night, it started to rain, came home, ...
our Three's Company household went to find coffee (Boston included), landed at Barrio cafe- decided on a cold coca cola (the kind in the glass bottle that tastes best here because in Central America they use real sugar in their coco cola), went to the la planta tienda, got a baby chili pepper plant to add to the mini garden I am starting, the guys spent what seemed like an hour picking out the perfect sized house plant, went to the market and picked up ingredients we needed for empenadas, came home again, went to the gym, sweat my a** off, started a new James Patterson book while on the elliptical machine, came home once more,...
 showered (and gave Boston a bath), watched an amazing sunset, started typing this blog, pulling up the recipe for banana and black bean empenadas which I'm attempting for dinner, can't get this song out of my head thanks to Zach (http://youtu.be/8Tw6uckztIM), Oktoberfest night 1 begins tonight at the Black Whale bar, fireworks just began somewhere in town- they make Boston go crazy, whew, its sunset now, this is my Thursday so far.

PS: Vegan Black bean and Banana empenadas came out amazing...will make again :)